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Don’t you fear, that feeling again? Close your eyes, the darkest loneliness. So without. Who will be there when your eyes are closed? Who can see the darkness you see at the same time? Are we alone, or are we just floating. We’ve traveled quite sometime, a distance unseen. Don’t just pass out… What is dematerialization?? How do you think you would survive it? We’re on a rock, spinning so fast, you couldn’t feel a single passing. A rock, just a rock. This is what they missed telling you. This is not real, this is not real. Nothing could see to this. Nothing could influence fate. The future is just a choice already made? Then the future is just a choice, already made… Let the light shine through your eyes. Let the light take over your soul. Let the light abduct you whole… There’s something else making us move. Let light take you to another place. Let light take you to space. We are on a rock, floating in space… We’re on a rock, all alone. We’re just here, fading into out there.

Here you go, again…

Do you feel that you belong down below too? Not what’s evil, but what’s sincere. Pain and loneliness paint the moon’s face. What makes that feel so real: is it the people watching you? Maybe its just the illusion. I hope its something from out there. Sometimes I’d rather just fade into out there. Nonetheless, a loneliness becomes a freedom of its own. If this is you, thanks.

Would you believe that death is for the worst if death was freedom. Would you see death and feel death is disease? What is death? Could you explain where life takes you – birth, life, death. Is this the true path we face? Maybe there’s something else. If so, we are free, if not, we are taken. Come be taken, let the mouth of the flame engulf you whole. Let the mouth, of the flame. The darkest eyes are the darkest nights – does anyone feel this empathy? Let movement be no longer. Nothing is as moving as nothing. Anything else would be a misguided attempt in disbelief of its own cancer. Life is left. Ask the maker, how important is it? Ask the maker, if its above, or below. Such a surprise to see your eyes. The darkest eyes, the darkest nights.

It’s not that difficult…

What will you do, when this happens?

This is another example of how nothing can be fixed. Companionship comes, and companionship goes, but how long does that love continue? Love is the two spaces that become one place – what happens in the photo on the right. Loneliness is the photo on the left. Death is between us all. We fade into space. We fade into nothing. We fade into out there. If you say it leaves, it leaves. If you save forever, it’s forever. Do you feel this pain yet?

Our tears are an example of how nothing is forever.

Can you set this free? Will you love, or will you fade into out there? What is out there? Where does this world take you? We move at 1,000 miles per hour. What does that mean? Could you tell someone for me?? Why do I try… I couldn’t be the first, I couldn’t be the last – I could make a final stance. What lights have you seen through your window. Have you seen a light that swells and swallows? Have you seen the light that doesn’t stop till you wake up? Till the wake. Can you tell the story of a motionless dream? A screaming that’s never heard? Have a scream in painless. Have a tear in pleasure. Do the tears melt reasonless? Where do they go when the spoon that feeds them is the same that tells them it’s, not real… Where do they go when the spoon that feeds them, feeds no one? We cannot eat now. It’s not for the world – it’s not for the self. It must be for love, or it must be in space, lost. It has to be for each other. Why do I cry? When do you cry? Would you cry this freeing? It’s not for free. It’s not me. It might be for us. But what is, us? We are not together, but we are not alone. We die alone, but we are still alive. So why do we cry? When will down below be the same. Why does a face change. If you loved, would you do anything to change that? Please, see this anew.

Is this why we cry?

Birth

Life

Death

Sometimes I melt, and sometimes you do too. It’s just what we do. It means there’s light. It means there’s empathy. It means love is true. It means we’re alive. Live you day, and just think. No freedom is realer.

A judging eye

There’s something to this, but today we feel love. Today we feel like we are apart of something. Today we feel alone. Today we feel alive. Today we feel mistaken. Today we feel revealed. Today we feel forsaken. Today we feel broken. Today we feel found. Today we feel free. Today there is still feeling. Lets find a reason to be the light that shines in your window at night. Lets find a reason to move as fast as a rock in space. Let us find a reason to be alive. Let us find a reason to love. Become this awakening. It can’t be this difficult.

cheers,

-sessed